due date number 1

Crazy to think that today is my 1st due date. Crazy to think that we could have a little infant in our house right now completely changing our lives. We would have a nursery, swings, carseats, no sleep :), etc. Me and my friend Jayme could be celebrating our little infants together! (and hopefully tyka soon too) I have too many due dates now to even keep track of. But I especially remember this first one. Today is my great gma kallal's bday, my cousin nathan's bday, and schylar's bday. A great day to celebrate life! I am trying my best to not constantly wonder what God's plan for me is... why? when? what do we do next? thinking about stopping for awhile sounded like the best plan, but then I think how we are so ready for this baby!! and so we stop trying for a few years then when we start again its back to drs and back on medicine and still possibly go through all this again!! I am having a hard time with that decision right now but I guess we will talk to our dr and make the best decision.

I have a big day ahead of me-Kim and I are making BLT dip and a peach pie, possibly getting pedicures, and laying by the pool. Then going to meet baby mason and celebrating mark's retirement before heading to my brother's big bday bash! Then the rest of the weekend is family time!! Love to all!