21 weeks

yipee!!! i realized this week a little fear has went away. but then i freak myself out and dont wanna get too excited til bullet is finally here. but it is nice to be enjoying things lately. i still dont feel like its totally real though. i havent thought much about birth yet. i know im SO excited for it. but maybe when things get closer it will become more real. he has been moving a lot lately and i love it! tyson has even got to see my stomach move a little. im surprised this early on but the u/s lady said im small so that i can see it sooner? its neat. but tyce hasnt got to feel him move yet. every time we put our hand on there he stops.

one new thing i love is my belly button. it hasnt popped out but it is no longer in. i love the front view of my belly. you can tell its tight and a little munchkin is in there.

today i finished putting the crib together. its perfect! well almost... the drawer seems a little off so i might need to see if i can move it a little. but im proud of myself for putting it all together and holding up 3 pieces at once and screwing screws at the same time. im a little carpenter. next weekend my stepmom and i are picking out fabric for the sheets. ill be excited to get that in there and start decorating a bit.

nothing else new but my little girl maddie has something wrong with her face :( it looks like someone beat her with a bat. i think she got stung or is having an allergic reaction to something. her eyes are almost swollen shut and big welts on her face. i gave her benadryl hours ago but it doesnt seem to be going down. so for now she is inside trying to cool down and hopefully it will help the swelling to go down. im sure her brother is pissed he is still out in the heat while she is in here. pray that she is okay and its nothing major.