yipee!!

I think I got a newish ergo for around 1/2 price on craigs list :) woot woot

summer coming to an end

today was a grand day. the last day hub and i will be able to spend together on summer break.... gosh it goes too fast. i had a dentist appt in springfield then we did lunch and shopping. we had to shop for a new camera b/c somehow ours has went missing. i took my 25 week pic with it (so that is gone now) and we havent taken it out of the house since. but when i went to take my 26 week pic, it is no where to be found. i knew we would eventually want a nicer camera once bullet was here. and we wanted something for good videos too. so today we splurged and got a nice canon camera. its a lot bigger than we are used to-we like ones you can stick in your pocket and go! but we reeeeally like it and everything it does. yipee! then we stopped for some ice cream-yum! it was a wonderful day! oh, and don't you love this weather?! i wish every day was like this!

26 week update-nothing new. just growing a lot over the past few weeks. although you wont get to see all that b/c of my missing pics :)

back to school thursday. lets hope it doesnt go back to super hot weather b/c this pregnant chick is the only one in the whole school without a/c or a window. the dungeon gets hot!

today i'm shaking my bootie to this

take home outfit

im such a nice wifey. im letting tj pick out the outfit bullet comes home in. of course he said alabama something. we found a few and im gonna keep searching. this is the one he likes. i think this one is really cute if it was long sleeved. now we just need to find crimson sweatpants i guess :) how cute!

isnt this gorgeous!?

in love with this. and yes i may be addicted to babywearing and not even have a baby yet :)

24 weeks

this week i had another appt. just the usual measure your belly and check heartbeat and ask if you have concerns. my hub threatened me with my life if i didnt bring up our concerns about my anxiety. this week it has taken a turn for the worse with increased heart rate and difficulty breathing. i think its induced by anticipation of work stress. its incontrollable. im actually glad i brought it up b/c the med student totally related to me! its like he found a friend! with everything i described, his eyes got wider and he kept saying, 'oh my gosh i am exactly like that.' when i was talking about people saying 'oh just dont worry about stuff so much', he said, 'well if it was that easy don't you think we would!' finally someone who understand me (besides a counselor). the dr seemed more concerned that i thought necessary. i guess with pregnancy they take it seriously in case people get depressed. mine isnt depression... just anxiety. so she took down a list of all the depression/anxiety meds ive been on over the years and stated that if it didnt get better that they would strongly suggest taking something. she doesnt want it to affect my eating or sleeping. well it has never affected my eating. and i havent slept through the night for almost 10 years or more so im totally used to it. (i didnt tell her that part) she wants me to go back to a counselor. but i dont wanna spend the money. and she wants me to go back in 2 weeks. again i said no b/c i dont have enough time to be taking off work. ha i guess im just a defiant patient. i will continue walking and breathing and relaxation techniques (dont seem to help in my opinion). and ive just been trying to keep busy with getting things ready for bullet. lots of yard work, work on his room, and this week i bought waaaay too many clothes for the little booger. :) today was a little better day. im hoping i can keep focused on baby and not work! oh and i was concerned b/c his movement had seemed to become less over the past few days. but she said my anxiety and stress will not affect the baby at all so one less thing to 'worry' about. well i better get busy with house work to keep my mind off stupid things! have a great week all!!

yipee!

this morning we went to bullet's daycare. this is the daycare we will use when she is about 2-6 months. she will be going to an in home daycare after that b/c they don't have an opening til NEXT fall. we really loved everything about the daycare and are almost tempted to continue going there through school age but we will save more money at the in home. and the most exciting thing of the tour is that they will use my cloth dipes!!!! so excited! off to order more daycare dipes now :)